You’re doing better for your own good. Don’t ever think you can make me envious as such finery don’t bring genuine happiness into a persons life. I know what I did & it’s not something I should be proud of.This position we are in now doesn’t sit well w/ me but what’s done is done & life goes on. I hope you find true happiness that I couldn’t give to you. You should be thinking more about the future rather than the past. People change & feelings change. I don’t want to look back & I don’t want to relive the past even if I could.